KAIZER

PFP; ME
BANNER; ME

⛔Epiphany of FAG right now // iwc

    • VIOLET/IT/THEY/HE/SHE

    • Hello. I'm Kaizer, Kai, Wretched, Spooky, Rose, or Atlas.

    • I am a minor.

    • That is a birthday countdown. It counts down to my next birthday.

    • If you're lead to a different carrd, it's genuinely because I ran out of elements.

    • AFAB. Can someone please give me a hysterectomy I'm so SICK of this BULLSHIT.

    • I do talk about dark things in the other tab. Sorry about that.

    • I can't handle venting well in general.

    • Tell me to STOP if i'm doing something WRONG. I will LOATHE YOU if you don't.

    • This is what the little things in my carrd status mean

    Loredump!

    🟢 - 🌸We have so much left to sing,

    pfp: me
    banner: me

    • I really don't like baby sounds. And honestly kids either. Everyone of any age will get my beef.

    • I'm a young artist. I'm an introvert. I have issues that win me over no matter how good I feel, just so you know.

    • I am a bad person who makes mistakes. I'm not the good person I seem to be in actuality. I'm harsh, I say cruel things. You'll have to get over it. Apathy is ingrained into me to survive.

    • I am a pleaser. I will always say yes. Don't think it's because I am scared of you. It's because I am scared of losing you. Or upsetting you.

    • I have diagnoses. I will often be intolerable and displeasing. I have ocd and anxiety, meaning I am going to be reluctant to change. I have ADHD. I will forget things. I will try my hardest to remember.

    • Tell me if something I do is upsetting you. Please don't hide it. I get hurt if you hide it from me.

    • I have been, can be, and will be in the wrong. There is no preventing me from making any sort of mistake. I can't understand social cues.

    • I feel remorse for doing simple things. I will refer to myself as pestering you for something instead of asking you something. I can't say no or step away from situations to save myself.

    • I self harm. I talk about it. Tell me to stop or if you're uncomfortable with my scars in general leave me alone. I can't control my appearance, it's not like i can rip the scars off and hang them on a coat hanger.

    • I like winter.

    • I'm a crude person. Insert sex joke here.

    • I'm genderfluid. I use he/they/it the most though, so you can default to one of those. They works fine if you are unsure.

    • I'm abroromantic and abrosexual.

    • I am radical left. I believe everyone should have free healthcare. It's a simple yet impossible wish.

    • I don't believe in good things much.

    • I am woke. Why so queerious?

    • I like Sevish, The Caretaker, and Femtanyl. I like more artists than them, but those are my top 3.

    • I am trying to pursue all forms of art. I have drawn 2d and 3d art, I have worked with clay, and I have worked with my fingers, and I have worked with microsoft paint.

    • I'm distrusting. I will not believe you unless you're on my best friend priority.

    • I am not interested in relationships.

    • I have mood swings. Things set me into misery very easily.

    • I have trouble opening up. Only people I fully trust get to see the real me. It's difficult for me to trust.

    • Fights affect me. If you're fighting, I will leave.

    • I am empathetic. I grow apathetic.

    • I complain a lot. I don't mean some things.

    • I'm black. I guess.

    • I liked playing percussion when I was in school. I do online now.

    • I compose sheet music. Some of it isn't quite meant to be played.

    • I used to play animal jam. It's a capitalist hell, so you won't catch me on it too often anymore.

    • I don't have a particular religion, but I do believe there are multiple gods.

    • I like learning about things. Tell me about your facts. Even if I dont seem like it, I'm happy to learn.

    • My family are great people. They just have their negatives that I get upset about occasionally.

    • I help a feral cat colony. I cannot spay them all and keep them all indoors. I don't have that much money.

    • I always care for people before myself.

    • There are habits I won't break. I have to pace before I sleep.

    • I zone out.

    • I tend to argue with counterpoints.

    • I really enjoy playing games with people or calling silently (both people muted). It's parallel play for me and it comforts me, even if none of us are talking at all, to just be there. Sometimes I won't leave the vc until I get bored.

    • I'm a furry and alterhuman.

    • I pick at my nails and gums. If it looks like I have gingivitis, I hopefully don't.

    • I find typos very funny. Not because I'm mocking you, but because I pronounce things in my head. Girk as a typo for Girl is really funny to me because I pronounce it as, well Girk.

    • THERIOTYPES

    • wolfdog

    • cat (calico and black cat)

    • I am a cladotherian of felines too.

    • OTHERKINS

    • soul chonny jash

    • my fursona for 0 reason

    • demon

    • angel

    Oh hey its me

    • Generally the design I use for drawings of myself

    • Usually the god of any oc universes.

    • Teehee. Heehee.

    • his refsheet is catastrophic it's so bad

    • I live in america

    • I have trauma . SHOCKER GASPP

    • i start distancing myself from people i dont want to lose

    • i dream about people i know dying a lot so i will get stressed and start dming you about it

    I'm not always gonna be fully capable, there, or able to support you. There's still gonna be something to do. Stay jobless my gay disciples


    Reasons you shouldnt kill yourself

    1. umm i'd be really sad and cry

    2. your pets if you have any would starve themselves

    3. Who would be gay

    4. Trump would cannibalize your corpse

    5. We'd lose another ALPHA SIGMA WOLF

    6. i would have a heart attack probably

    7. I would no longer be a gay boss with gay disciples


    Support lines if you want or need them

    • Have a website you can find them on

    • 988 - Suicide and Crisis lifeline

    • 741741 - Crisis textline

    • 8007997233 - National domestic violence hotline

    • 8663675444 - CSA hotline

    • 8008435678 - National center for missing and exploited children

    • 8006824357 - SAMHSA substance abuse and mental health hotline


    Don't want a hotline? Here's shit i do!

    • Draw particularly horrible things without making changes; drawing bad on purpose

    • Draw on places people can't see eg thighs or tits if youre desperate like me

    • Goon (if youre a gooner. sometimes it helps im not even joking)

    • Attack a piece of paper

    • Attack a pillow

    • Smell a scent that's comforting to you

    • Rest

    • Listen to angry music

    • Cry into a pillow

    • Scream into a pillow

    • Sleep or nap

    • Piss really hard

    • Be nice to yourself.

    • Drink atleast some water.

    • Things will get better. That's not me being corny i'm being genuine

    • Don't shit yourself

    • Killing yourself takes way more effort than you think it does.

    • It'll probably fail. Pain hurts. A lot more then you think it does.

    • Talk it out with yourself. Treat yourself like youd treat me.

    • Stay gay. Youre my disciple now /sily

    • Dont hold in your piss for too long

    • Periods linger for up to a week so the misery stays prolonged

    • Try to sleep as much as you can. Staying up late makes the misery worse.

    • If you cant move a part of your body during a panic attack that's likely fine.

    • Dont sit on your leg for too long. Remember to move it so that you don't get the crushing pain of doom when you stand.